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30th-Nov-2007 03:05 pm
kevin/scotty kiss 3.08

By Marea67
Rating: NC-17 to be safe and not offend anyone.
Disclaimer: Kevin and Scotty are not mine. They should be so grateful for that. :)

The moment his lips touched Kevin’s he knew it was a mistake. Not the kiss, not the lobster either, but the champagne. That lowers barriers that should stay up. There was no way he could stop this now. Well off course there was, Kevin would not do anything against Scotty’s will, so all Scotty had to do was clearly say ‘no’, but Scotty was not willing to give this up.

The lips were so familiar, the touches not new either, slightly disappointing was the desperation that also came with the kisses. The eagerness as Kevin searched for some tenderness in return, pushing himself against Scotty, seeking another human being’s touch, the sad sound of his voice as he whispered Scotty’s name followed by a begging ‘please’ that almost broke Scotty’s heart.

He should stop this. Kevin shouldn’t do this. Not with him. Not with someone else either, for that matter. He should only do this with Jason…. Kevin would hate himself in the morning, he knew that for sure. But he didn’t want it to stop. He did not want the touches and kisses to go away. He did not want to spend another night alone on that air-mattress dreaming of Kevin, a room away and yet totally out of reach.

He had tried to be a good friend. He had listened as Kevin talked about Jason, about their love for each other and although it had cut him deep, he could only be happy for Kevin as he talked to him about ‘his’ Jason, with a light in his eyes.
But this last week he had seen that light fading.

To the outside world Kevin was the same joyful man he always was, laughing, joking, always ready with some cynical remark, a shoulder to cry on, a friend to talk to, a brother to fall back on, a son to hold on to. Above all a man, patiently waiting for his lover to come home. Not once did he make advances on Scotty and Scotty did not expect him to nor encourage him.

But, being in the apartment, Scotty saw the sadness when there was, yet again, no message from Jason on the answering machine. Scotty heard the tears that Kevin cried softly. Scotty knew that Kevin worked later and later at night in the fear that he might miss a call from Malaysia.

Scotty noticed with concern the amounts of alcohol that Kevin poured inside himself to numb the pain. And Scotty was the one, who would wake up in the middle of the night because the alcohol induced nightmares made Kevin call out for Jason to come back, with such pain, that Scotty slowly began to hate Jason, although he didn’t even know the man.

When Kevin had bitterly mentioned that Jason had talked to his brother Robert, twice no less, and had not bothered to contact him, something seemed to break in Kevin. His concern laced with love and apologies for Jason’s behavior had changed in a harder cynical tone. The disappointment was very obvious and Scotty had tried to cheer Kevin up, but somehow Kevin did not want to hear it.

When Kevin had carelessly suggested to light the candles, Scotty had wanted to jump up to create a more romantic atmosphere, immediately realizing that that would not be a good idea. And although he joked it away, Scotty had noticed how easy it had been for them to fall into their own usual patterns.

He thought his time away had been enough to get over Kevin, but when he walked into his office and saw those beloved blue eyes and that surprised smile, heard that warm voice that could still sent shivers down his spine, he was lost. He immediately fell in love again.

It was as if no time had passed between them. Kevin was not angry. Scotty had not for one second considered that Kevin could be in a relationship, but had been happy for Kevin, because Kevin seemed happy. THIS had to stop. NOW. He pulled Kevin’s hair softly, to get his attention.

“Kevin. We shouldn’t…”
“No.” agreed Kevin, but his lips caressed Scotty’s as if retreat was not an option.
“We are on the couch… I should be on the m… mattress.”

And you in your own bed.

“Yes, we should.” No, no, not ‘we’, Scotty wanted to say, but Kevin had other plans and before Scotty was well aware of what was going on, he was on the mattress with Kevin on top of him. His clothes doing some magic disappearing act, not that Scotty was complaining, his brains were too busy trying to keep track of Kevin’s mouth and fingers, while other parts of his body simply enjoyed the sensations.

From the corner of his eye he saw the telephone.

Please, Dear God, let it ring. Let it be Jason. Make Kevin happy. I want to see that light in his eyes again. Even if it is for someone else. I love him so much.

Kevin’s lips left a trail of kisses, moving slowly from Scotty’s lips to his chest. This had to stop. Scotty knew his heart would be broken in the morning once Kevin woke up.

I don’t think I care, if it is the price to pay for one more night with Kevin.

Kevin’s mouth stopped momentarily to give attention to Scotty’s nipples, which is something he shouldn’t do because he is in love with someone else.

Someone who doesn’t care enough to call him.

Scotty moves his body to urge Kevin to go on, but he knows he should push Kevin away.

Kevin will be hurt.

By the time Kevin reaches Scotty’s stomach, Scotty knows Kevin would be hurt once he realizes that he cheated on Jason.

He’ll survive.

Kevin loves Jason, Jason loves Kevin.

I love Kevin.

His body is in flames. He wants Kevin so badly it hurts. Scotty looks away when Kevin urges him to spread his legs a little further.

The telephone. Please, God, let it ring. Jason. Nora. Kitty. Tommy. Sarah. Anybody!

He can feel Kevin’s lips move lower, from his belly further down. The only sounds breaking the silence are Kevin’s soft kisses and his own voice urging Kevin to go on. The telephone remains deadly quiet as Scotty loses his inner battle.

30th-Nov-2007 03:42 pm (UTC)
Hey, good job!

What I liked about this fic is that I think it shows exactly how Scotty feels about Kevin. And how torn he feels about having sex with him.

And OMG, it was pretty hot, too.

Of course, it's also a bit sad, but well, hopefully they'll be happy together during the next few episodes, right?

The telephone. Please, God, let it ring. Jason. Nora. Kitty. Tommy. Sarah. Anybody!
That was actually kind of funny. Because Kevin always seems to be on the phone with his mother or sisters, but when Scotty really needs them to call, they don't :-)

4th-Dec-2007 04:27 pm (UTC)
Thank you:-D

I cannot imagine an episode of B&S without a telephone one way or the other.;-) I could so imagine Scotty to pray for a diversion and when it didn't happen....

I so hope they make it through the writers strike and that Luke MacFarlane can stay. I think he's totally adorable.

30th-Nov-2007 04:11 pm (UTC)
You can come out of hiding now, this was great. It's rare we get to see Scotty's point of view, and this fic alone makes me like him more. I'm a self confessed Jason fan =P

Can I make one suggestion? Have you thought about putting this on the bs_fic community? That way all the people who don't use the other fan-site can read it.

Again, good work :c)

30th-Nov-2007 11:20 pm (UTC)
Wow. I loved this. I wish it went for longer though!

yes, I know I have used a Kevin/Jason icon but it was the only one I have for brothers and sisters!

This is the only fandom I can remember where I have wanted two couples together equally as much - when both couples involve a common person. Usually I take very strong sides!
4th-Dec-2007 04:31 pm (UTC)
To tell you the truth it did, but than I got a little nervous about posting it. It somehow didn't feel ready/finished. So I kept it to myself,... for now ;-)
4th-Dec-2007 10:14 pm (UTC)
Well if it is anything like the first part I'm sure it is fine. I completely understand though. I'm always apprehensive when it comes to sharing my work with people :)
3rd-Dec-2007 01:49 pm (UTC)
Lovely! I loved how you traced back so carefully Kevion's breaking point.
I hope to see much more of you in the future :)!
4th-Dec-2007 04:34 pm (UTC)
Scotty's breaking point, you mean... As to Kevin's breaking point, good question. Let me think about it... Perhaps I can channel it. :-D

Thank you for the new story forming in my mind. :-) In combination with the rest of the story or something.... Mhmmm.

(Gone off to think about it!:-))
4th-Dec-2007 06:39 pm (UTC)
ah no, sorry, I did mean Kevin's breaking point regarding his feelings for Jason ;). I'm sorry, I really should have been more specific. But hey, giving you a new bunny... what more can I hope for *makes little dance* :)!
12th-Feb-2008 12:54 am (UTC)
Beautiful. And sooo incredibly hot. Kevin and Scotty are my new favorite t.v. ship, and you captured them brilliantly. <33333 Scotty...and <33333 you for writing this.
29th-Apr-2009 04:21 pm (UTC) - Good one...
I love the way you write, and I think this fic is wonderful because we get to imagine Scotty's thought throughout their lovemaking. Scotty is the sweetest guy, isn't he?
6th-Jan-2010 04:27 am (UTC)
I love this..I love anything Kevin and Scotty. I stumbled upon your livejournal yesterday and today created one of my own so I could do your stories right and leave a comment. I think I am in for a lot of reading :)
6th-Jan-2010 02:52 pm (UTC)

Nice to meet you!

Uhm, yes, lots of reading, MANY hours. :) Someone told me that it had taken him/her nearly a week to catch up, and that was before the 102-parter "Turn a different corner", so brace yourself! :D

Did you start with 2007 as per my first posts on my LJ? Just curious... :)

Anyway, enjoy the stories. And if you're tired of mine, try the ones of Olego, WibbleyWobbley or check Walkers fics. The links are in the sidebar. :)
6th-Jan-2010 10:08 pm (UTC)
actually i must admit i began reading Last Christmas but as I looked around I found your links on the side for your stories listed by year so I thought i'd start at the 'beginning'.

I do LOVE your writing...lol I love both of the guys but Kevin is my most favorite.

Tired of yours?! no way!! I will have to scope those others out as well. :)
10th-Sep-2010 02:45 am (UTC)
I love the way you added to the plot. I can just imagine those thoughts going through scotty's mind. Totally original.
10th-Sep-2010 07:10 pm (UTC)
Thank you so very much for replying. It's quite a while ago since I last read this one, so you've sent me on a walk down memory lane. :)

I hope you will enjoy the other stories as well. :)
1st-Dec-2012 01:05 am (UTC) - Hi!
I love Kevin and Scotty.
I found the story of you.
I'm so happy!

1st-Dec-2012 12:48 pm (UTC) - Re: Hi!
I just love Matthew Rhys and Kevin/Scotty too. Glad you like this story. You still have SO many stories to read if you're only now discovering the fanfiction. :) Good luck. And feel free to leave a comment if you wish. :)
6th-Dec-2012 10:41 am (UTC) - Thank you for wonderful time.
You are writing the novel of very many "Kevin and Scotty".
I will be reading slowly.
It is very pleasure.

Edited at 2012-12-06 12:07 pm (UTC)
5th-Jun-2013 08:01 pm (UTC) - Re: Thank you for wonderful time.
Sorry, I must have missed this reply, how rude of me not to answer. I'm sorry. I'm glad you liked the story and I hope you enjoyed the others as well. :)
5th-Jun-2013 07:48 pm (UTC) - Hello !
I'm usually a fan of Jack & Ianto from Torchwood, but I started to watch B&S during my maternity leave, two years ago and fell in love with Scotty and Kevin too. Sadly, I went back to work and stopped watching the show before the end (not enough time to do everything... I know *sigh*, I'm ashamed :().
Recently, I thought about them again. Don't ask me why. I was looking for some good fan fictions about them and found your LJ. I haven't been disappointed. Your fics are wonderful. Perfect characterization and great writing.
This one is so beautiful. You show perfectly Scotty's inward struggle and make me want to buy the dvds and watch all the episodes once again. :)
5th-Jun-2013 08:08 pm (UTC) - Re: Hello !
Well, I see nothing wrong with Jack/Ianto either. I love John Barrowman quite a lot and I loved the first two seasons of Torchwood, but I stopped there. For me the other 2 seasons don't exist. :P
Read quite some fanfic on them too for a while, but I never got into their heads well enough to write fanfic about them. (Owen was my fav character)

Glad you liked my stories. You have quite a lot to catch up with. :)

5th-Jun-2013 08:47 pm (UTC) - Re: Hello !
Two other seasons ? Never heard about it. lol ;) I like our acerbic doctor too. (and I've already read all your 2007's fics, I will try to comment tomorrow)
5th-Jun-2013 09:18 pm (UTC) - Re: Hello !
2007? Hee! Oh, you still have 5.5 years to go.... :)

I was first intrigued by Captain Jack, but as I watched Torchwood a bit longer, Owen just sneaked his way into my heart. :)
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