Disclaimer: written with love, not for money
Summary: 2.08 does it again.
All he had known was that he didn’t want to wake up. He just wanted to stay in that comfortable little place, where Kevin was close to him and he could forget everything else, but as he sat up, he had known that it would not be so. He could not pretend that they were back together and that everything was as it should be. Because Kevin might have his head on Scotty’s shoulder, but it doesn't mean it belongs there.
“I should go to air-mattress.” Scotty says. Kevin doesn’t seem to react at first and Scotty wishes that Kevin would just continue sleeping, with his head on Scotty’s shoulder. When Scotty can feel Kevin move away it’s a sobering feeling. Now it’s all over, that little intimacy he loves so much. But he can’t be the first to move away. Not from Kevin. Not if there’s this sudden tension between them.
“Yeah, you should.” Kevin answers slowly. And at that moment Scotty knows he will not go back to his air-mattress. Not tonight. Their lips meet and Scotty pulls Kevin closer.
Tonight he will be in Kevin’s arms, he will feel Kevin’s hands on his body, he will feel Kevin’s body move under his, he will breathe in the scent he knows so well, he will hear the moans he had missed so much… And just for tonight he will feel loved again…