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Fanfic: Love-bingo: Break up sex 
12th-May-2012 10:26 pm
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Break up sex

By Marea67
: Scotty (from his Point of view)
Rating: PG-13
Disclaimer: B&S isn’t mine. Written for fun, not money
Summary: Season 1. Kevin may be out of his life, he’s not out of Scotty’s system
Written for: love-bingo


I’m acting like a spoilt child and I know it. It’s not that Michael isn’t a great guy. He’s nice, charming, great sense of humor, good taste in clothes, hygienic (never under-estimate the importance of good hygiene!) and he’s not bad between the sheets either, but… drum-roll!… he’s not Kevin.

I sigh. I broke up with Kevin 4 months ago. I should be over it now. Kevin and Scotty = not meant to be. Ever. Deal with it!
“Michael, I’m very sorry. It’s not you.. it’s me…” God, Scotty, could you possibly be more cliché?

“I thought you really liked me?” Alright, Scotty, be honest. It’s not like Michael and I could not  work… but I just don’t care if it could or couldn’t. I don’t want it.
“I do. I really do. It’s just….” … I’d rather have hot sex with my ex.... Though it probably sums up exactly how I feel, I can’t say that, Not straight to his face. He’s way too kind.

“Any man would be so lucky to have you,…” I try to soften the blow. He looks at me. Disbelief. “No really.” I put some extra effort in my smile.
“Then why are you breaking up with me?” Okay, try and sweet-talk yourself out of that one, buddy!

“It’s not there. That feeling… the one that tells you that you’re in love…?.” Oh, Scotty, stop reading Michelle’s Harlequin-novels for crying out loud!
“I just thought… I really looked forward to tonight. I bought wine, cheese…” Michael protests softly.

Lube. Condoms. Don’t forget, more condoms.
“I’m sorry, …” I start to say, but I can’t help it that a feeling grows inside me. Why should I actually spend another lonely night in a cold bed, hugging my pillow, pining over Kevin, who’s completely out of my league and out of my life?

Why couldn’t I just have one last round of good, old, hot sex with someone who was good enough to make me see stars… even if it doesn’t come with the usual sun, moon and fire-works, that I’d grown accustomed to when I was with Kevin. I may not be in love with him, I’m not exactly dead either.

“Maybe we could…?” I start, not exactly sure what it is I’m willing to offer. Meaningless break up sex? Is that where I’ve come to? Ah, but it’s supposed to be better than the alternative, don’t forget that…. Is it better? … He kisses me… I let him… His hands move over my body… I try to return the favor.

He gets turned on…. I don’t… Oh, come on, Scotty! He’s not that bad. I close my eyes, reply to the kiss, concentrate on Michael, but I end up of thinking of Kevin,… Yes, that works.
“I knew I could still turn you on.” Michael whispers in my ear. I moan something that could mean that I agree, which I don’t. I just want him to shut up and have sex with me.


Two hours later I step into my cold bed, hug my pillow and try not to think of Kevin. I fail. Michael had done the best he could, but if the feeling wasn’t there before, it certainly wasn’t there by the time he was done and, in the end, I’m sure of three things. I’ll never see Michael again. I’ll never have break-up sex again. And, worst, I’m not over Kevin yet.


12th-May-2012 08:53 pm (UTC)
Awww! Poor Michael :(

Loved it!! Just what I needed. Scotty felt in love with Kevin the first time he met him and has always been in love with him. It reminds me so much of the wonderful seasons 1 and 2. Whenever he was with Kevin, poor Scotty couldn't hide his love.

And Kevin was in love with Scotty since the first time too. Even if he was too stuborn to admit it to himself. It was great how whenever he saw Scotty he couldn't help but ending having sex with him :)

Wonderful story. Thanks for writing it!
12th-May-2012 09:31 pm (UTC)
You're welcome. I needed some season 1&2 K/S after rewatching season 5 :) Gosh the lack of kisses between them compared to all the couples (and one couple in particular) is just so frustrating to watch... And, yet, they are still the best couple on the show. :)
13th-May-2012 03:06 am (UTC)
Yo prolific writer...try to avoid S5.It will only make your blood boil.
No one can stand in for Kevin.Scotty you should just accept it.
13th-May-2012 08:59 am (UTC)
I agree, no replacement for Kevin, ever. :)

And as for season 5, well, I've erased almost 80% of it from my memory and only remember the things I did like (and what I did NOT like, but what was brilliant acted by Matthew Rhys and Luke Macfarlane)

13th-May-2012 11:32 pm (UTC)
Interesting story. Now, I always pictured Scotty celibate during his hiatus from Kevin. Don't ask why. I've no idea. He's very sexy and sexual so it stands to reason that he'd try to move on, but my head just won't let me think that he's remotely interested in anyone but Kev.

Thanks for writing. Loving the mini stories thing you have going on. Always my favs.
14th-May-2012 07:47 am (UTC)
Now, I always pictured Scotty celibate during his hiatus from Kevin.

So did I, but I guess that after season 5 I feel less 'romantic' about Scotty. Besides if Kevin tried to move on (Chad, Jason) why shouldn't Scotty have given it a try as well?

I'm just glad that Scotty wouldn't go for 'second best' in the end. ;)
14th-May-2012 08:41 am (UTC)
LOL! I romanticize Scotty a bit, but it's more so about not thinking there is anyone as good as Kevin for him, so he may as well not bother.

I know, S5. But s5 was stupid. At least they had the common sense to bring them back to each other before it was all said and done, ala "Everything always carries me back to you" style. Geez, how's that for romanticizing?
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