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Fanfic: Forbidden Love 
18th-Apr-2011 11:46 pm

Forbidden love

By Marea67
 Kevin and Justin 
Rate: G
Disclaimer: Not mine. Kevin/Scotty would be kissing if they were.
Summary: taking place between 207 (36 hours) and 208 (Something new) 
Written for[info]love_bingo


I will post 4 short-stories that should be read in this order: Love at first sight, forbidden love (this story), "Can't take my eyes of off you" and "Wedding in reverse".


“Hey, how are you feeling?” Kevin says, handing Justin a bag of candy.
“I wish someone would kill me.” Justin moans. “Forgotten how tough it can be to go through rehab, but at least I’m no longer puking my guts out and wishing to hurt someone to get drugs.”

“That’s progress, I presume.” Kevin answers dryly.
“Enough about my misery. Everyone wants to talk about how I feel and about what I need and I’m getting paranoia over the idea that Sarah, Kitty and Rebecca are conspiring to keep an eye on what I’m using.”

“Don’t be ridiculous, they’re just looking to find Kitty the ultimate wedding-dress…” Kevin sighs, worried that maybe Justin is still taking something.
“Still think it’s a cover-up.” Justin stubbornly says, but Kevin catches the hint of laughter in his eyes and he no longer feels concerned. Justin is just joking.

Justin adjusts the sheet on the bed. For some reason his leg hurts like hell today.
“Pain?” Kevin asks, seeing Justin wince.
“Can we talk about something else? I believe that thinking about it 24/7 doesn’t help. How about your misery? Care to share? It would be nice to listen to someone else’s problems for a change.”

“Got nothing to tell.” Kevin shrugs.
“I may have been drugged up, but I’m not entirely stupid. Plus, the walls are not that thick that I couldn’t hear you tell Tommy about Jason and how he never calls you…?”
“Oh.” Just that defeated little sound says more to Justin than he’d like to hear.

Justin just stares at Kevin, a trick he learned from Nora.
“I’m not going to screw this up. I’m in love with Jason McCallister.” Kevin replies, wishing he would sound more convincing. Justin still stares at him. “Besides, it’s not like Scotty would be interested in me anyway.”

“That’s not the same as you not being interested in Scotty.”
“Scotty broke up with me the first time. Then he walked away from me that Valentine’s morning. Not that I blame him, but he left… We’re just friends. It’s all strictly platonic.”
“And is that how you’d like it to be?” Justin asks point-blank.

He sees the little change in Kevin’s attitude as he tenses up and becomes defensive.
“I’m in love with Jason. I’m not going to screw this up.” Kevin replies again.
“Are you trying to memorize those words? So you won’t forget them, whenever Scotty is around?” Kevin doesn’t answer. He doesn’t even get angry, which probably concerns Justin even more. Justin reaches out to him.

“I’m sorry.” He says, not sure what he’s apologizing for, but he’s sure that Kevin just went from ‘ready to fight’ to ‘surrender’. Something Justin has said has hurt Kevin and that’s not what he wanted to do. “I guess, I’m just grumpy from the pain and I want everyone to feel miserable too. Besides I really like Scotty.”

“I like Scotty too.” Kevin replies softly, staring at his hands. “More than I should, I guess.” Then he looks up, meeting Justin’s eyes. “ But I promised Jason I’d wait for him and that’s what I’ll do. I’m sick and tired of being considered ‘not trustworthy’ in a relationship. I want to show everyone that I can be a good partner! Scotty and I? It can’t happen and it won’t.”

In the silence that falls between them, Justin wonders if what Kevin feels for Scotty might not be stronger than his feelings for Jason, and if that forbidden love will ultimately destroy Kevin and Jason, because Kevin is staying with Jason for the wrong reasons, but he doesn’t want to argue with Kevin any further, so he changes the subject.



18th-Apr-2011 10:05 pm (UTC)
Can't wait for the other three parts. I totally love Justin!
19th-Apr-2011 07:51 am (UTC)
I love Kevin/Justin more and more. Matthew and Dave together is just great to watch. There's such ease when they act together.
18th-Apr-2011 10:47 pm (UTC)
Liked this scene a lot. Well done you!
19th-Apr-2011 07:52 am (UTC)
Thanks! I love Kevin/Justin moments. :)
19th-Apr-2011 03:07 am (UTC)
Go Justin!! I loved this! Great job.
19th-Apr-2011 07:52 am (UTC)
We all need a bit of Justin, now and then. :D
19th-Apr-2011 09:07 am (UTC)
Oh, this is a lovely missing scene, Justin has so grown on me over the last season (glad Rebecca is gone).

I think that everyone knew before Kevin did that he loved Scotty and he was staying with Jason to prove he could be faithful not because he was in love with him - not saying he didn't love him just that he was in love.
19th-Apr-2011 11:04 am (UTC)
I've always loved Justin (without Rebecca) and I think that Dave is far more talented as an actor than he has been allowed to show on this show.

I think everyone suspected it as well. ;) Even Tommy, usually not the MOST perceptive guy caught it.
19th-Apr-2011 08:56 pm (UTC)
Hey, love this chapter already! Cuz I really like Kevin and Justin's interaction! Love that Justin just easily see through Kevin's thoughts. And that he's sensitive to his brother's reaction as well. But now I still have to adjust to the fact that Justin's 12 years younger than Kevin!

Scotty and I? It can’t happen and it won’t.
I'm just glad for once, Kevin can't keep his words. :P
21st-Apr-2011 07:04 pm (UTC)
I'm glad that Kevin didn't stuck to his word either. I just love the interaction between Kevin/Justin. It's so clear that Matthew/Dave get along so great and I just love how casual and easy Justin is with Scotty and Kevin's relationship with him. I always felt that Tommy was also accepting it, but to a lesser degree than Justin.
21st-Apr-2011 12:21 am (UTC)
'Can we talk about something else? I believe that thinking about it 24/7 doesn’t help'

If that aint the truth! There really needs to be a shut off switch on the brain.

I love Kevin and Justin 'scenes'. They are my favorite sibling relationship on the show. Lol I havent figure out if its the things that Kevin/Matthew brings out of Justin/Dave or vice versa but they are awesome together.
21st-Apr-2011 07:05 pm (UTC)
It used to be a war between Kevin/Sarah, Kevin/Kitty and Kevin/Justin, but after this season Kevin/Justin wins it by miles!
21st-Apr-2011 11:31 am (UTC)
I like it a lot. Really!
21st-Apr-2011 07:06 pm (UTC)
Glad you liked it. Sometimes Kevin needs a push in the right direction. :)
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