About: Kevin, Scotty, Jason, Chad.
Disclaimer: I don’t own Brothers and Sisters, but Alex Grodin is a figment of MY own sick mind.
Summary: The boys realize that they need to talk. Resistance is futile.
Writer's note: It helps if you know my series: Happy now? and Last Christmas
Scotty closes the door behind him and watches how Kevin sinks down on the bed.
“So, …. How are you really feeling?” he then asks. Kevin doesn’t immediately reply, but first pushes away his shoes and takes off his socks. “I don’t know… Like I could use a bit of comfort?” He then replies.
Scotty smiles and walks up to him. Once he’s before Kevin, he kisses Kevin’s lips and rubs his back gently.
“It touched you deeper than you’re letting on, isn’t it?”
“Yes. Today was a bit of a rocky ride, but I’ll be alright… As long as you just hold me.”
“I can do that.” Scotty smiles. He pushes Kevin on the bed and kisses his lips. It’s almost a chaste kiss, because he doesn’t want to push himself on Kevin, now that Kevin is so upset, but Kevin wraps his arms around Scotty’s waist and neck and pulls him closer.
“I need you… Make love to me, please.” Kevin’s voice is very little and filled with emotion.
Scotty replies, his lips pressed against Kevin’s. His sweater falls on the ground and Kevin’s falls on top of it. Kevin pushes up the t-shirt that Scotty is wearing and as Scotty struggles to take it off, Kevin kisses his chest and lets his hands slip over Scotty’s sides to the hollow of his back.
Scotty throws Kevin’s shirt in the corner of the room and is happy when there are no more layers of clothing between them. Under his fingers he can feel Kevin’s heart beat. It’s going real fast and even more so after a few more kisses. He lifts his head.
“What do you want me to do?” Scotty asks, feeling a strong desire to give Kevin pleasure.
“I don’t care…” Kevin replies, unable to hide the sadness in him. “I just want to feel you. To know that you’re mine, that I’m yours. That you still love me. Even though that bastard…” His eyes fill with tears, but they are more tears of frustration. “He shouldn’t have had such an impact on those I love and care for….”
Scotty agrees quietly with Kevin’s words, but he lets his fingers slide down Kevin’s belly, he undoes the button of the jeans, then the zipper. Kevin holds his breath. Expectation in his eyes. Scotty smiles, as his finger follows the hardening shape underneath the fabric. Kevin closes his eyes, knows what will follow.
He lifts up his body and lets Scotty take off his jeans and underwear.
“Now, that’s the way I like to see you. Naked on the bed…” Scotty teases.
“I was kinda hoping to set the good example?” Kevin suddenly starts to grin.
“You know what a sucker I am for men with bright ideas….”
“Speaking about sucking….” Kevin raises an eyebrow in question.
“Requests!” Kevin corrects, pouting as if he's insulted.
“Well,… if you put it like that…” And Scotty bends forward and Kevin moans with delight.
His fingers run through Scotty’s hair, pushing his head down a bit more and longer then Scotty can handle, so Scotty pushes his head back and immediately feels the pressure being taken away.
“Sorry.” Kevin says.
“It’s alright. I can handle it. I’m not made out of sugar.”
“Yes, you are. You’re the sweetest man ever.” Kevin replies, with a little smile. “And that is why I love you.”
“And here I thought it was all about my red, velvet cupcakes…”
“That too…” Kevin admits, humming when Scotty’s fingers start to prepare him.
“… and the way I clean up the place….” Scotty goes on, slowly letting his finger penetrate Kevin.
“Oh!... That …. Is also a good reason…” But then teasing-time is over.
Scotty plays with him, gets him ready to receive him and Kevin nearly cries with desire to feel Scotty inside him.
“Please….” He begs, when he can no longer stand the wait . Scotty finally takes pity on him and gives in to Kevin’s request.
Kevin shivers as Scotty starts to move. He closes his eyes, bites his lip to not scream and Scotty watches his face carefully, waiting for that one moment when Kevin’s breathing will stop for a second, knowing he’s prepared to hand over control to Scotty. And when he finally does, Scotty can close his eyes as well.
Their thrusts become frantic, Kevin moves, wanting to feel every inch of Scotty and he holds on to his husband as he loses himself in their love-making. Kevin’s reaction takes Scotty over the edge as well and, holding each other tightly, they prepare for their sleep with soft caresses and with little popping kisses, that make them chuckle as they whisper sweet words of love in between their kisses.
Chad’s red pen makes a contrasting mark on the paper as Chad edits the script. He knows his character on “Tempest Bay” better than anybody and he knows that those words would never come out of his character’s mouth like that. He’s all for keeping the scripts trendy and new, but there are limits!
There’s a soft knock and on Chad’s ‘enter’, Jason enters the room, looking a bit shy.
“Jason…” Chad’s face lights up and Jason can’t help but blush. He cannot not imagine that Chad is so happy to see him. “Is everything all right?”
“Yes. No… I don’t know. I feel weird about all that happened today.”
“Yeah… Concerned about Kevin? Or Alex? Or….?”
“A bit of everything, I guess…. When I heard the tried to kill himself, I almost prayed he would… die. Just die…. Not a very ‘compassionate’ thought, is it?”
“The man left you, tied to a wall, to die of starvation… Compassion? Why should you?”
“I’m a priest. I preach forgiveness….” Jason sits down on the bed.
“You can always give him your forgiveness after his death.” Chad replies practically.
“Did you want him to die?”
“No. I want him to spend the rest of his life in prison…. Far worse.”
“He’s already used to being in prison….”
“He killed a guard. Other guards tend to take that personal… Very personal.”
“The man was his lover.”
“Guards can have a short-term memory about those things.”
“You believe his life will be hell?”
“Trust me. It will be.” Chad says with so much conviction, that Jason doesn’t know what to say. Chad sees this and sooths. “Don’t let it take you down, sweetie, it’s out of our hands. He made his own bed, now he has to lie in it.”
Jason nods and gets up from the bed.
“I should go...”
“Did you come here for something else…?” Chad asks carefully.
“No… I just couldn’t sleep.”
“Jason McCallister.. you are a very bad liar. You should not play poker, young man.”
“No, daddy.” Jason immediately teases back.
“Do you want to stay?” Chad asks unashamed. Jason looks away.
“I don’t want…. I just…”
“I know, Jason, and I know why…. It’s okay... come here and get in bed.” Jason gives Chad a grateful smile. Chad puts the script aside and lies down. And Jason crawls a bit closer under the blankets, until his head rests against Chad’s shoulder.
“I’m glad, that I don’t have to sleep alone… I hope I won’t dream tonight.”
“I’m here, I will not allow bad monsters to come into your dreams…” Chad smiles.
“My knight in shining armor.” Jason rolls his eyes and Chad sweetly rubs his nose against Jason’s and Jason’s lips part. Again Chad kisses him and again he immediately stops and Jason moans Chad’s name.
“You’re just not ready… I know…. And I’m not going to force you.. I just want to tease you a bit… ‘s All.. If you don’t like it, I’ll stop… Just say the word...” Chad promises and Jason seems to hesitate.
“Just a bit of teasing? Kissing?... I don’t know if …” he swallows.
Chad knows that Jason wants him, it’s just his bad memory that holds him back… but Chad is in no hurry, he can wait.
“Just a kiss…” he says and he puts action to words by kissing Jason, sweetly and playfully, trying not to be too pushy.
Jason relaxes and slowly replies to the warm kiss and soon enough Jason is out of breath from the intensity of it all.
“Oh, I could get used to this.” He smiles.
“I was hoping you’d say that.” Chad replies and pulls Jason closer.
END OF PART 12