Turn a different corner 102/102
Rate: SO NC-17 !!!!!.
Disclaimer: I don’t own anything
Extra: This an AU (Alternative Universe) story, so remember : The more things change, the more they stay the same. Here are part 01, part 02, part 03, part 04, part 05, part 06, part 07, part 08, part 09, part 10, part 11, part 12, part 13, part 14, part 15, part 16, part 17, part 18, part 19, part 20, part 21, part 22, part 23, part 24, part 25, part 26, part 27, part 28, part 29, part 30, part 31, part 32, part 33, part 34, part 35, part 36, part 37, part 38, part 39, part 40, part 41, part 42, part 43, part 44, part 45, part 46, part 47, part 48, part 49, part 50, part 51, part 52, part 53, part 54, part 55, part 56, part 57, part 58, part 59, part 60, part 61, part 62, part 63, part 64, part 65, part 66, part 67, part 68. part 69, part 70, part 71, part 72, part 73, part 74, part 75, part 76, part 77, part 78, part 79, part 80, part 81, part 82, part 83, part 84, part 85, part 86, part 87, part 88, part 89, part 90, part 91, part 92, part 93, part 94, part 95, part 96, part 97, part 98, part 99, part 100 and part 101
Extra Extra: The lyrics in red are from the song "Monarch" by Matt Alber . I don’t know why, but I always want to write “Kevin/Scotty-making-love” when I hear this song. I should listen to it more often. ;)
JULY 2008 - KEVIN AND SCOTTY'S WEDDING-NIGHT
Kevin opens the door to the loft and is about to enter, when Scotty stops him.
“Wait, wait, wait, who’s gonna carry who across the threshold….?
“We don’t have to do that, do we?”
“Oh, well, if that’s the way you feel about it….” Scotty suddenly picks Kevin off the floor.
The suddenness of it surprises Kevin and before he knows it, they are halfway in the living-room, where Scotty, rather inelegantly, dumps him.
“Oh, God, you’re heavy.” Scotty pants.
“What? You’re not going to take me all the way to the bedroom? … Cheapo!”
“It’s funny, it’s our first time home as a married couple and suddenly… I’m not in the mood.”
“Yeah, Tommy warned me that that would happen…” They both laugh and kiss and kiss again. Kevin just can’t enough of those lips.
“.. So take an aspirin against the headache. We are going to make love…” Kevin rejoices and he’s about to take of his jacket, when Scotty stops him.
“Let me do that.” He asks and Kevin looks down at how those long fingers slide over the buttons. There’s something so erotic about it.
And he’s not the only one who feels that way, because when he looks up, Scotty’s eyes are on him, his fingers letting go of the final button. They no longer touch each other, just look at each other as if it’s the first time they see each other. Kevin starts to smile and the smile is immediately replied to by Scotty.
“I love you so much.” Kevin’s voice is filled with love and desire.
“I love you too.” Scotty replies, equally in love, lifting his hand to caress Kevin’s cheek, but he doesn’t. Instead his hand joins his other hand behind Kevin’s neck to pull Kevin into a warm, passionate kiss and then Kevin’s arms curve around Scotty’s waist to make the kiss even more intimate.
“You’re mine.” Scotty says, in awe, unable to grasp the full truth about what happened today.
“All yours.” Kevin answers. “Now, make love to me, please. I …. I cannot wait.. to be yours.”
Scotty laughs softly and guides Kevin to the bedroom. Their hands are caressing, touching, searching as they kiss.
And then Kevin stops his movements as his eyes catch something behind Scotty.
“Scotty, is that the new bed we ordered?” Scotty turns around to see what Kevin is pointing at.
“It is… But I thought it would only be delivered in two weeks?”
“Yes, that is what they said on the phone…” Kevin slowly starts. “… I wonder if this was the reason why neither of us was allowed to come back here after yesterday morning. I mean, you slept at mom’s house and I slept at Chad’s…. I smell a Walker-interference.” Then Kevin notices the bucket with ice and the champagne standing next to the bed.
There’s an envelope next to it, and Kevin starts to read:
“It is amazing what you can do if you have a daughter who’s face is on tv.” It says in Nora’s clear handwriting. “We managed to convince them to deliver the bed on time as you two had wished…”
Scotty meanwhile checks the content of the envelope. “...It is too bad however that you won’t get to enjoy it very long….”
“They’re airlines-tickets…” Scotty says surprised.
“.. We changed your plans for your short honeymoon/long weekend at Casa del Mar, for something a tad bit longer …”
“… They are for Curacao.” Scotty mumbles astonished. “It’s for two whole weeks!”
“...Chad has gracefully allowed you two to use his house on Curacao again, (if I remember correctly that IS where you proposed to Scotty, Kev?). Don’t worry, we have arranged everything with the approval of your bosses....”
They now both stare at the tickets and then finish reading Nora’s card.
“You deserve your marriage and your honeymoon to be as beautiful as anyone else’s. We love you both. Nora, Wally, Joe, Sarah, Paige, Cooper, Kitty, Robert, Tommy, Julia, Justin, Jordan, Chad, Jason, Tyler.”
“Have I told you how much I love your family lately?” Scotty says, all choked up.
“They’re now your family too, you know.” Kevin replies, letting his hand move backwards to stroke his husband’s thigh.
Standing behind Kevin, Scotty’s hand gently slides up Kevin’s arm to move over to his chest pushing away Kevin’s shirt and letting his fingertips come in touch with Kevin’s skin underneath, making Kevin holds his breath and lean back against Scotty, letting Scotty kiss him.
The card and tickets end up next to the champagne as Kevin’s shirt ends up on the floor, followed by Scotty’s shirt.
“I want you so much.” Kevin moans under Scotty’s kisses.
“Good to hear that.” Scotty smiles, kissing Kevin some more, before moving over to the bed.
He lies down and quickly undresses himself, until he’s naked before Kevin, who is a bit surprised by the sudden swiftness in Scotty’s movements. As if he senses Kevin’s confused feelings Scotty looks up at him shyly:
“I want you to take me.”
“Wow!” Kevin exhales audibly. “Thisis the night of my dreams…” and he laughs nervously, as does Scotty. Despite the extensive counseling Scotty went through, their love for each other and the fact that they are very open to each other, neither of them have forgotten that Scotty got raped and still suffers the lash-back of it, on occasion.
Kevin gets on the bed as well, but he shakes his head.
“Scotty…” But Scotty quickly sits up and pushes his finger to Kevin’s lips.
“I know, Kevin. You’re not expecting me to. You don’t mind if we don’t have sex like that. I don’t have to do anything against my wishes. I know.
But I want to do this with you. I want you inside of me. I will never learn to enjoy this again, if I keep shying away from it. But I don’t want to be afraid of it. I’m all yours, so, please, take what I want to give.”
“Scotty…” Kevin sighs, but leaves it at that, because he prefers to kiss Scotty instead.
Warm invitation, To breathe in my first breath
Shoulders sure are heavy, With these wings about to stretch
We’re waking up, clinging to the rafters, Sensing summer winds are coming in
A hundred of my brothers are ready for this journey to begin.
Scotty relaxes as Kevin’s usual preparations begin. The soft kisses, the touches, the caresses are as sensual as they always are, but just because they are predictable, they are not less welcome. Kevin knows what scares Scotty and avoids all sudden movements or changes in the pattern that will distract Scotty from letting go of the tension he feels.
In fact Scotty is glad that he made this decision. Allowing Kevin inside of him is, to him, the most ultimate sign of their love for each other. It requires for Kevin to be patient, not one of his virtues, and it demands of Scotty to trust, be open and relax, which is not easy to do under the circumstances.
Yet they manage to do this, because of the faith they have in each other. Between his eye-lashes he watches that concentrated face above him. He smiles a bit because he knows how much Kevin would just want to ‘plunge into’ him, and he also knows that it’s Kevin’s love for him that prevents him from doing exactly that.
Kevin indeed controls his own desire to simply overtake Scotty, but instead moves deliberately slow, keeping an eye on Scotty, waiting for Scotty to grab the pillow under his head, for Scotty’s breathing to go faster, for Scotty’s lips to part, his tongue to wet his lips and Scotty to hesitantly relax around his fingers.
Then Scotty lets out the soft moan that signals he’s starting to enjoy this. Only when Scotty starts to arch up to seek the touch of Kevin’s fingers, when he moves them away, does Kevin allow himself to let go a bit of his own restraint, that he dares to take hold of himself and prepare himself to access Scotty’s body.
And we’re off, heading home now, And in my body there is buried some strange
memory of how to fly, what to follow, and it will lead me to the origin of me, Pre history.
Scotty is ready. Accepting the slow penetration, he relaxes enough to concentrate on the hand that rubs his belly gently and on the soothing sound of Kevin’s voice, reminding Scotty it’s only him and no one else who is invading his body. He shivers under the pressure, fights the ghosts that still haunt him since last year.
He focuses on the memory of the few times he had allowed Kevin to do this with him and on how wonderful it had felt, to know it was Kevin who moved inside of him. To have that degree of intimacy, without pressure, without pain… It had made him feel like he could fly, at each time. Kevin waits. Waits for Scotty to decide.
How long was I asleep? All these colors opening
Like bright kaleidoscopes of waking dreams, You won’t believe the view.
Oh and when she blushes All the secrets are in her eyes
Become the song of old and wiser ones Who flew this path before me
From the moment Scotty moves up a bit to let Kevin know he’s ready, Kevin shifts in a different gear. He starts to move slowly at first, making Scotty moan. Moans, Kevin now knows, are not of pain or discomfort, but still he looks at the expressions on Scotty’s face to see if, this time, Scotty might be hurting or uncomfortable.
He also loves to watch the building of lust and desire on Scotty’s expressive face. Scotty cannot lie about his feelings. When Scotty has reached this point all his guards are down. And this is when Kevin too, can close his eyes and just enjoy the sensation of having Scotty underneath him, of thrusting into his body, knowing it is alright to do so.
And if you could hear it too, Then why not sing it?
Pick up where they left off And wing it.
The rest of them will marvel at the sky.
Scotty begs for more and more, his eyes closed, his lips swollen from the many kisses they had to endure, he pushes up to meet Kevin, one arm around Kevin, one hand between their bodies. His hand is not very gentle to himself, but it doesn’t matter, because he’s close, so close. He begs Kevin not stop. He begs for more. He begs…
Kevin knows the freefall is inevitable as Scotty’s body clenches around him, the warm liquid against his belly making him understand that Scotty just lost himself in their love-making. At this point Scotty is too far gone to care how hard Kevin thrusts into him, so it only takes a few more of them to bring Kevin satisfaction as well.
He calls out Scotty’s name loudly, pushing himself in as deeply as he can, as tremor after tremor just runs through him. His body pushes Scotty deeper into the mattress as Kevin feverishly kisses Scotty wherever he can, out of breath, desperate for the intimacy and then Scotty’s fingers caress his back ever so lightly, making him shudder with delight.
Finding his place beside Scotty in their new bed, for a long moment Kevin is in 7th heaven, just lying in Scotty’s arms. He lets his fingers walk over Scotty’s chest, making Scotty laugh a little. Kevin lazily lifts his head.
“Thank you. I know what it means to you to have to do this.”
“And I know what it means to you if I let you do this. It is a question of give and take.”
“Does it still scare you?”
“No. Yes. A bit. It gets less with every time we make love, but the panic comes back every time, it just gets easier to overcome. But it’s always there.”
“Do you think you will ever be able to just enjoy this?”
“Honey, I am enjoying it. I am not only doing this for you, but also for me. I just have to put a bit more energy into it, than if I were taking you. But make no mistake, I enjoy doing this with you. And I hope that we can do more and more often….”
“Me too. I like making love to you like this,… I like making love to you no matter what position we’re taking….” He then laughs.
“Yeah, I noticed… I swear I can sometimes still hear your neck crack from that time we made out in the backseat of the Ranchero…”
“Ah, yes….” Kevin grins. “That was bad for my neck, but the fun other parts of my body were having made up for it…. Though the change in position did help.”
“We were so lucky that police-car didn’t stop to check on us.”
“Yeah, we would have had some explaining to do….” Kevin laughs.
“I don’t think that, with the limited space we had, I could have pulled out of you fast enough to give you time to pull up your pants…” Scotty chuckles.
“Mmmmmaybe we ought to practice some more…?” Kevin suggests.
“Tonight?” Scotty eagerly asks.
“Oh, you want to go for seconds?”
“I don’t intend to sleep tonight.” Scotty warns.
“My kinda wedding-night.” Kevin grins.
“Well, enjoy it. It’s the only wedding-night you’ll ever have… I don’t plan to ever let you go.” Scotty playfully threatens, before pushing Kevin on his back to claim his husband once again.
Oh, yes, the end. It is making me sad, but as of later today (or in my case, tonight) Brothers & Sisters will be back on our screens, so it's time to start concentrating on the new series and (hopefully) write some more fics that are non-AU.
I want to thank everyone who travelled through all these episodes/chapters with me. I had great fun writing this, I will miss this Walker-clan, I think. They have become such a part of me... (sigh)
I loved the many comments I got. They were all so appreciated.
But I don't intend to dwell on the goodbye... but focus on the "Hello again, you Walkers!"