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Turn a different corner 102/102 (final part) 
27th-Sep-2009 05:44 pm
kevin/scotty asleep
Nah, not half as a hot as I planned, but it will have to do... The boys refuse to give me more details. (sigh )

Turn a different corner 102/102

By: Marea67
: Kevin/Scotty.
Rate: SO NC-17 !!!!!.
Disclaimer: I don’t own anything
Extra: This an AU (Alternative Universe) story, so remember : The more things change, the more they stay the same. Here are part 01, part 02, part 03, part 04, part 05, part 06, part 07, part 08, part 09, part 10, part 11, part 12, part 13, part 14, part 15, part 16, part 17, part 18, part 19, part 20, part 21, part 22, part 23, part 24, part 25, part 26, part 27, part 28, part 29, part 30, part 31, part 32, part 33, part 34, part 35, part 36, part 37, part 38, part 39, part 40, part 41, part 42, part 43, part 44, part 45, part 46, part 47, part 48, part 49, part 50, part 51, part 52, part 53, part 54, part 55, part 56, part 57, part 58, part 59, part 60, part 61, part 62, part 63, part 64, part 65, part 66, part 67, part 68. part 69, part 70, part 71, part 72, part 73, part 74, part 75, part 76, part 77, part 78, part 79, part 80, part 81, part 82, part 83, part 84, part 85, part 86, part 87, part 88, part 89, part 90, part 91, part 92, part 93, part 94, part 95, part 96, part 97, part 98, part 99, part 100 and part 101
Extra Extra: The lyrics in red are from the song "Monarch" by Matt Alber . I don’t know why, but I always want to write “Kevin/Scotty-making-love” when I hear this song. I should listen to it more often. ;)


Kevin opens the door to the loft and is about to enter, when Scotty stops him.
“Wait, wait, wait, who’s gonna carry who across the threshold….?
“We don’t have to do that, do we?”
“Oh, well, if that’s the way you feel about it….” Scotty suddenly picks Kevin off the floor.

The suddenness of it surprises Kevin and before he knows it, they are halfway in the living-room, where Scotty, rather inelegantly, dumps him.
“Oh, God, you’re heavy.” Scotty pants.
“What? You’re not going to take me all the way to the bedroom? … Cheapo!”

“It’s funny, it’s our first time home as a married couple and suddenly… I’m not in the mood.”
“Yeah, Tommy warned me that that would happen…” They both laugh and kiss and kiss again. Kevin just can’t enough of those lips.

“.. So take an aspirin against the headache. We are going to make love…” Kevin rejoices and he’s about to take of his jacket, when Scotty stops him.
“Let me do that.” He asks and Kevin looks down at how those long fingers slide over the buttons. There’s something so erotic about it.

And he’s not the only one who feels that way, because when he looks up, Scotty’s eyes are on him, his fingers letting go of the final button. They no longer touch each other, just look at each other as if it’s the first time they see each other. Kevin starts to smile and the smile is immediately replied to by Scotty.

“I love you so much.” Kevin’s voice is filled with love and desire.
“I love you too.” Scotty replies, equally in love, lifting his hand to caress Kevin’s cheek, but he doesn’t. Instead his hand joins his other hand behind Kevin’s neck to pull Kevin into a warm, passionate kiss and then Kevin’s arms curve around Scotty’s waist to make the kiss even more intimate.

“You’re mine.” Scotty says, in awe, unable to grasp the full truth about what happened today.
“All yours.” Kevin answers. “Now, make love to me, please. I …. I cannot wait.. to be yours.”
Scotty laughs softly and guides Kevin to the bedroom. Their hands are caressing, touching, searching as they kiss.

And then Kevin stops his movements as his eyes catch something behind Scotty.
“Scotty, is that the new bed we ordered?” Scotty turns around to see what Kevin is pointing at.
“It is… But I thought it would only be delivered in two weeks?”

“Yes, that is what they said on the phone…” Kevin slowly starts. “… I wonder if this was the reason why neither of us was allowed to come back here after yesterday morning. I mean, you slept at mom’s house and I slept at Chad’s…. I smell a Walker-interference.” Then Kevin notices the bucket with ice and the champagne standing next to the bed.

There’s an envelope next to it, and Kevin starts to read:
It is amazing what you can do if you have a daughter who’s face is on tv.” It says in Nora’s clear handwriting. “We managed to convince them to deliver the bed on time as you two had wished…

Scotty meanwhile checks the content of the envelope. “...It is too bad however that you won’t get to enjoy it very long….”
“They’re airlines-tickets…” Scotty says surprised.
“.. We changed your plans for your short honeymoon/long weekend at Casa del Mar, for something a tad bit longer …

“… They are for Curacao.” Scotty mumbles astonished. “It’s for two whole weeks!”
“...Chad has gracefully allowed you two to use his house on Curacao again, (if I remember correctly that IS where you proposed to Scotty, Kev?). Don’t worry, we have arranged everything with the approval of your bosses....

They now both stare at the tickets and then finish reading Nora’s card.
You deserve your marriage and your honeymoon to be as beautiful as anyone else’s. We love you both. Nora, Wally, Joe, Sarah, Paige, Cooper, Kitty, Robert, Tommy, Julia, Justin, Jordan, Chad, Jason, Tyler.

“Have I told you how much I love your family lately?” Scotty says, all choked up.
“They’re now your family too, you know.” Kevin replies, letting his hand move backwards to stroke his husband’s thigh.

Standing behind Kevin, Scotty’s hand gently slides up Kevin’s arm to move over to his chest pushing away Kevin’s shirt and letting his fingertips come in touch with Kevin’s skin underneath, making Kevin holds his breath and lean back against Scotty, letting Scotty kiss him.

The card and tickets end up next to the champagne as Kevin’s shirt ends up on the floor, followed by Scotty’s shirt.
“I want you so much.” Kevin moans under Scotty’s kisses.
“Good to hear that.” Scotty smiles, kissing Kevin some more, before moving over to the bed.

He lies down and quickly undresses himself, until he’s naked before Kevin, who is a bit surprised by the sudden swiftness in Scotty’s movements. As if he senses Kevin’s confused feelings Scotty looks up at him shyly:
“I want you to take me.”

“Wow!” Kevin exhales audibly. “Thisis the night of my dreams…” and he laughs nervously, as does Scotty. Despite the extensive counseling Scotty went through, their love for each other and the fact that they are very open to each other, neither of them have forgotten that Scotty got raped and still suffers the lash-back of it, on occasion.

Kevin gets on the bed as well, but he shakes his head.
“Scotty…” But Scotty quickly sits up and pushes his finger to Kevin’s lips.
“I know, Kevin. You’re not expecting me to. You don’t mind if we don’t have sex like that. I don’t have to do anything against my wishes. I know.

But I want to do this with you. I want you inside of me. I will never learn to enjoy this again, if I keep shying away from it. But I don’t want to be afraid of it. I’m all yours, so, please, take what I want to give.”
“Scotty…” Kevin sighs, but leaves it at that, because he prefers to kiss Scotty instead.

Warm invitation, To breathe in my first breath
Shoulders sure are heavy, With these wings about to stretch
We’re waking up, clinging to the rafters, Sensing summer winds are coming in
A hundred of my brothers are ready for this journey to begin.

Scotty relaxes as Kevin’s usual preparations begin. The soft kisses, the touches, the caresses are as sensual as they always are, but just because they are predictable, they are not less welcome. Kevin knows what scares Scotty and avoids all sudden movements or changes in the pattern that will distract Scotty from letting go of the tension he feels.

In fact Scotty is glad that he made this decision. Allowing Kevin inside of him is, to him, the most ultimate sign of their love for each other. It requires for Kevin to be patient, not one of his virtues, and it demands of Scotty to trust, be open and relax, which is not easy to do under the circumstances.

Yet they manage to do this, because of the faith they have in each other. Between his eye-lashes he watches that concentrated face above him. He smiles a bit because he knows how much Kevin would just want to ‘plunge into’ him, and he also knows that it’s Kevin’s love for him that prevents him from doing exactly that.

Kevin indeed controls his own desire to simply overtake Scotty, but instead moves deliberately slow, keeping an eye on Scotty, waiting for Scotty to grab the pillow under his head, for Scotty’s breathing to go faster, for Scotty’s lips to part, his tongue to wet his lips and Scotty to hesitantly relax around his fingers.

Then Scotty lets out the soft moan that signals he’s starting to enjoy this. Only when Scotty starts to arch up to seek the touch of Kevin’s fingers, when he moves them away, does Kevin allow himself to let go a bit of his own restraint, that he dares to take hold of himself and prepare himself to access Scotty’s body.

And we’re off, heading home now, And in my body there is buried some strange
memory of how to fly, what to follow, and it will lead me to the origin of me, Pre history.

Scotty is ready. Accepting the slow penetration, he relaxes enough to concentrate on the hand that rubs his belly gently and on the soothing sound of Kevin’s voice, reminding Scotty it’s only him and no one else who is invading his body. He shivers under the pressure, fights the ghosts that still haunt him since last year.

He focuses on the memory of the few times he had allowed Kevin to do this with him and on how wonderful it had felt, to know it was Kevin who moved inside of him. To have that degree of intimacy, without pressure, without pain… It had made him feel like he could fly, at each time. Kevin waits. Waits for Scotty to decide.

How long was I asleep? All these colors opening
Like bright kaleidoscopes of waking dreams, You won’t believe the view.
Oh and when she blushes All the secrets are in her eyes
Become the song of old and wiser ones Who flew this path before me

From the moment Scotty moves up a bit to let Kevin know he’s ready, Kevin shifts in a different gear. He starts to move slowly at first, making Scotty moan. Moans, Kevin now knows, are not of pain or discomfort, but still he looks at the expressions on Scotty’s face to see if, this time, Scotty might be hurting or uncomfortable.

He also loves to watch the building of lust and desire on Scotty’s expressive face. Scotty cannot lie about his feelings. When Scotty has reached this point all his guards are down. And this is when Kevin too, can close his eyes and just enjoy the sensation of having Scotty underneath him, of thrusting into his body, knowing it is alright to do so.

And if you could hear it too, Then why not sing it?
Pick up where they left off And wing it.
The rest of them will marvel at the sky.

Scotty begs for more and more, his eyes closed, his lips swollen from the many kisses they had to endure, he pushes up to meet Kevin, one arm around Kevin, one hand between their bodies. His hand is not very gentle to himself, but it doesn’t matter, because he’s close, so close. He begs Kevin not stop. He begs for more. He begs…

Kevin knows the freefall is inevitable as Scotty’s body clenches around him, the warm liquid against his belly making him understand that Scotty just lost himself in their love-making. At this point Scotty is too far gone to care how hard Kevin thrusts into him, so it only takes a few more of them to bring Kevin satisfaction as well.

He calls out Scotty’s name loudly, pushing himself in as deeply as he can, as tremor after tremor just runs through him. His body pushes Scotty deeper into the mattress as Kevin feverishly kisses Scotty wherever he can, out of breath, desperate for the intimacy and then Scotty’s fingers caress his back ever so lightly, making him shudder with delight.

Finding his place beside Scotty in their new bed, for a long moment Kevin is in 7th heaven, just lying in Scotty’s arms. He lets his fingers walk over Scotty’s chest, making Scotty laugh a little. Kevin lazily lifts his head.
“Thank you. I know what it means to you to have to do this.”

“And I know what it means to you if I let you do this. It is a question of give and take.”
“Does it still scare you?”
“No. Yes. A bit. It gets less with every time we make love, but the panic comes back every time, it just gets easier to overcome. But it’s always there.”

“Do you think you will ever be able to just enjoy this?”
“Honey, I am enjoying it. I am not only doing this for you, but also for me. I just have to put a bit more energy into it, than if I were taking you. But make no mistake, I enjoy doing this with you. And I hope that we can do more and more often….”

“Me too. I like making love to you like this,… I like making love to you no matter what position we’re taking….” He then laughs.
“Yeah, I noticed… I swear I can sometimes still hear your neck crack from that time we made out in the backseat of the Ranchero…”

“Ah, yes….” Kevin grins. “That was bad for my neck, but the fun other parts of my body were having made up for it…. Though the change in position did help.”
“We were so lucky that police-car didn’t stop to check on us.”
“Yeah, we would have had some explaining to do….” Kevin laughs.

“I don’t think that, with the limited space we had, I could have pulled out of you fast enough to give you time to pull up your pants…” Scotty chuckles.
“Mmmmmaybe we ought to practice some more…?” Kevin suggests.
“Tonight?” Scotty eagerly asks.

“Oh, you want to go for seconds?”
“I don’t intend to sleep tonight.” Scotty warns.
“My kinda wedding-night.” Kevin grins.

“Well, enjoy it. It’s the only wedding-night you’ll ever have… I don’t plan to ever let you go.” Scotty playfully threatens, before pushing Kevin on his back to claim his husband once again.


Oh, yes, the end. It is making me sad, but as of later today (or in my case, tonight) Brothers & Sisters will be back on our screens, so it's time to start concentrating on the new series and (hopefully) write some more fics that are non-AU.
I want to thank everyone who travelled through all these episodes/chapters with me. I had great fun writing this, I will miss this Walker-clan, I think. They have become such a part of me... (sigh)
I loved the many comments I got. They were all so appreciated
But I don't intend to dwell on the goodbye... but focus on the "Hello again, you Walkers!"
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27th-Sep-2009 09:09 pm (UTC)
Aww thanks, but I honestly couldn't have done it without the wonderful replies that you and others gave me.

The support is so appreciated. It can be pretty lonely behind this little computer sometimes, if you don't know who's reading your work.

So, thank you.
27th-Sep-2009 09:59 pm (UTC)
Congrats for finishing it. I've read every chapter of it, and that is an achievement on it's own. I loved your Scotty Voice. I love Scotty period!

I hope you come back with other B&S stories! Thanks for sharing ;)

I loved how you made Justin bisexual, I like the idea!
28th-Sep-2009 09:27 am (UTC)
I loved how you made Justin bisexual, I like the idea!

Thanks, but I have to credit my readers. I wasn't sure if I should or shouldn't, but there were so many, rooting for Justin/Jordan, that I went along with it.

I personally fell in love with Justin/Jordan straightaway, though I thought people would be more interested in Justin/Tyler or Justin/Rebecca. So glad they weren't.
28th-Sep-2009 12:24 am (UTC)
thanks for such a great journey and a very appropriate conclusion

28th-Sep-2009 09:28 am (UTC)
Thank you, glad you were with me. :)
28th-Sep-2009 10:03 am (UTC)
Oh, WOW! Yay! U've made it! I'm so happy for (& proud of) you. I've been here since the first chappie, and it's so, so, so amazing to read through the evolutions of each character. I've enjoyed reading it so much. Thank you for writing this. I'll be looking forward to more amazing stuff in the future. =)
29th-Sep-2009 05:43 pm (UTC)
Well thank you. Your comments were SO appreciated. It is such a wonderful feeling to know someone takes the time, makes the effort to read what Í've been writing. Couldn't have gotten this far without you and all those others that replied. :D
28th-Sep-2009 05:01 pm (UTC)
Hi. you finished your story before I could start reading it. Do you have it as an pdf file or a word document. word would be awesome.... Did you see the episode yesterday?? poor kitty... :-)) rose
29th-Sep-2009 05:51 pm (UTC)
I could send it to you as a Word97-document, but you'd have to PM me your email adress.

But then it will be ONE long story, 305 pages long, I haven't made seperated chapters in it, simply glued one chapter after the other.

Edited at 2009-09-29 05:52 pm (UTC)
29th-Oct-2009 07:44 pm (UTC)
Oh my!! I must tell, I read whole fic in seven hours and you are amazing writer ^-^....I enjoyed every chapter and surely will miss reading it....Thank you for writing this ♥!!
29th-Oct-2009 10:16 pm (UTC)
Seven hours! Oh, my! It is ME who should thank you for taking the trouble. I'm glad you liked it. I miss them too. (sigh)
15th-Nov-2009 01:01 pm (UTC)
i love it. i've read it twice and this time i've also heard the song you raccomended. it's just perfect, i nearly cried and...awww thank you!
really, great story. 'couse you're able to use other's charachters in your own way, and it always feels right!

(i'm sorry for my english, i hope you can understand what i'm trying to say, becouse i'm not so used to write or speak, so... :P )

ciao :)
15th-Nov-2009 03:03 pm (UTC)
Thank you, Ann, I am very happy with the compliment. And glad you liked the story and thrilled that you took the time to listen to the song as well.

Don't worry about the English, it's not MY native language either, I make a lot of mistakes as well. ;)
28th-Dec-2009 06:25 pm (UTC) - Thank you
I discovered ur works only a week ago and this story was d perfect balm for my broken heart.
28th-Dec-2009 09:39 pm (UTC) - Re: Thank you
Aww, I'm sorry that your heart got broken, I know what that feels like :( It's the reason that I started writing two years ago and I'm glad to hear that my story helped you a bit. :)

29th-Dec-2009 02:07 pm (UTC)
Your story, the 2 bottles of champagne and all the christmas chocolates i was gifted gave me the strength to realize that i'll find my Kevin too jus like scotty did. I like ur alternate univ story more than the series. Are u a professional screenplay writer/novelist coz ur wonderful.
29th-Dec-2009 03:04 pm (UTC)
Your story, the 2 bottles of champagne and all the christmas chocolates

Hee! There's a reason why I have a card above my desk saying "Remember... No matter how bad things are, chocolate helps!!!". Photobucket

It's close to the one that says: "Finally cleaned my room, now my life's a mess." :)

Between them is a card I made myself that says: "But 'difficult' is sometimes good, you know. It forces you to do things, you didn't think you could.. 'Easy' isn't what it's cracked up to be - Kevin Walker, B&S 208"
16th-Mar-2010 07:15 pm (UTC)
This is my fifth read thru your wonderful story.
I love it more with each read.
You are a wonderful writer.
All your works are great But this one is by far the very best.
But if i know writers you will soon top this as well.
17th-Mar-2010 07:44 pm (UTC)
I'm not so sure... :) This one was taking quite a toll on my social life, so I might not do that again, but yeah, I'm already thinking about how to fill up the gap between B&S's last episode and the new season. IF we get another...
6th-May-2010 06:17 am (UTC)
I just read this entire story in one sitting. I kept telling myself "Just one more chapter", but I just couldn't stop and now it's at that point in time when it's so late that it's early. Please excuse my incoherency on account of the time as well as the squee-ness I feel about this entire story (especially the Justin/Jordan. That really made me happy.)

So, this fic absoolutely made my life. I'll admit that I was a little intimidated by the length at first, but, as I said before, once I started reading it I just couldn't stop. I really loved how, even though this is an AU, there were some places where I could see the show canon (like the thing with Scotty changing the lightbulbs! I'd just watched the Kevin/Scotty proposal scene on Youtube). I also loved how you took characters whom I hated in the actual show (like Holly. But I kind of like her in the canon now) and made them into these amazing parts of the story as a whole. I love how you pulled together groups of people that have never actually met, would never actually meet, on the show and making them best friends or lovers or whatever.

I kind of feel like I'm babbling now, but I wanted to express to you how much I enjoyed this story, how much it touched me, and how it will be on my meme list forever more. Thank you for this fabulous work!
6th-May-2010 04:31 pm (UTC)
Honestly, it's ME that is in awe for everyone who is willing to go through all those chapters. At the time, I wrote every day and posted a bit every day and most of the readers just kept up with me, but I can imagine that the volume, a year later, is intimidating.

So, it is ME who wishes to thank you. I'm glad you liked it. Personally, I loved Justin/Jordan. It was an idea that just grew and that just felt right. :)

28th-May-2010 08:03 am (UTC)
Ok, it is official: this has to be my favorite fanfic all time! Read it 5 times and now I'm addicted to it.
One small problem: I'm not able to read part 66 & 67 (Page Not Found it says). Could you please check it again, I don't want to miss any chapters of this great fanfic. Thank you! : )

28th-May-2010 09:47 am (UTC)
Hee! I love to hear that.

Mhmm, thanks for pointing that out about 66&67. They were gone completely, which is weird because they used to be there.

Anyhow, they've been restored. I've re-posted them here. If you click on the links then they should work this time around. Good luck! ;)

28th-May-2010 10:16 am (UTC)
Thank you so much. I can read the missing chapters now : )
28th-May-2010 05:20 pm (UTC)
Hey I've just spent the last who knows how many hours reading this fantastic story. I loved how you made each of the characters your own. I loved the plot and most of all I loved your love between Kevin and Scotty. Now to continue reading the rest of your work :)
29th-May-2010 01:26 pm (UTC)
Thank you so very much for you lovely compliments, but it is truly ME who is grateful to YOU. I'm always amazed that someone takes the trouble to go through the whole story.

It must have taken you hours indeed to get through all the chapters, but I'm grateful that you took the time to do it. :)
28th-Jun-2010 10:03 am (UTC)
I really loved this AU, but found it a bit annoying, that you killed all "bad" people off.
Anyway, a really wonderful story, Thank you!
28th-Jun-2010 12:59 pm (UTC)
You're welcome. Glad you liked it. I hadn't really thought about that, the killing off the 'bad' guys, I mean.. Mhmm, you've given me something to think about. :)
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