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13th-May-2017 11:05 pm - Last post here, moving to Dreamwidth.
Been here for 10 years today, but I've decided that I'm continuing Marea67 over at Dreamwidth. I still have some work to do at that account, but practically all my posts from here have moved to there.

The reason is that LJ has been  moved to Russian hands and that will most likely mean that inevitably there will be censorship. Of course, in time, the topic of homosexuality will become a definite no-no. And though it will most likely not have an immediate effect on me and my account, I'm not going to wait for it either.

I might try at first to post links here, but ultimately I'm going to post stories here: marea67 dreamwidth

Just for the statistics: :)

20th-Mar-2017 12:59 pm - ... to be a friend
"In order to have a friend, you must first BE one."

... I was reminded of these words of wisdom today. I keep those words in mind to remind me not to put energy in people and things who/that give nothing back. It's a waste of time that I could spend on better things...

Like on writing fanfic... 2 paragraphs finished so far. 165 words. Definitely NC-17. :P

March 27 approaching fast. House almost empty. Counting down. Waiting for Iris to come home, so I can talk to her and after that, go to my dad's place once again. :) 
19th-Mar-2017 10:44 pm - Me again
I usually don't get emotional over my own stories, because by the time I post them, I've written them, rewritten them, corrected them, read them a few times and added and deleted so much that I'm done getting feelings.

But tonight I stumbled on Memories and it made me cry. I find myself in the same sort of situation as Nora. Cleaning out room for room, drawer by drawer, seeing things again I hadn't seen in a long time.

I miss my dad so much more than I can say. I was cleaning out his shed where he kept all his tools. It was rather easy to throw things away. I was on a roll. I don't have much emotional attachments to tools anyway, so I thought it would be easy. Then I see his dust-coat... and I'm in tears and no longer feeling able to move on. So weird.

Oh, well, moving on.... I took a day off and tomorrow I'm going back to his house. It's only a few little things now. Maybe 1 day of work.... I hope.

ETA: Come to think of it, maybe I'll have a drink and a toast in each room of the house too, when I'm done. Just raise my glass to those two amazing people who raised me and who I miss daily and I never realized how important they were to me until it was too late to tell them.
9th-Mar-2017 10:57 pm - I'll be back....
I know I've been quiet for a long time. The death of my father on February 7 has hit me rather hard and I have a lot of things to do and take care of. And I'm on my own, no brothers or sisters to help me, though Iris (my daughter) is a tremendous help and my hubby helps where he can too.

I wish I had the time to write, but I don't. Hopefully after March 20, after I've handed in the keys to my dad's house, I can finally find peace of mind again, but I don't expect to get back to thinking/writing K/S until after April 1st.

Just wanted to let it know to the few that are still occassionally reading my stories, that I'm still here and still plan to write B&S and K/S. I haven't given up. :) 
20th-Jan-2017 08:31 pm - More old K/S 'artwork' :)
kevin/scotty valentine rose
.... Matthew Rhys & Luke Macfarlane. I miss Kevin/Scotty... :)


16th-Jan-2017 04:02 pm - Two more old K/S pics
kevin/scotty ice cream
Promo-pics for season 4 and of course no pics of the boys together, so I thought I'd 'fix' that:

But then I got the 'complaint' that Kevin was always on the forefront. So, I gave Scotty a good push so he'd be first. ;)

Ah, those good ol' days.
11th-Jan-2017 08:01 pm - So called 'art-work' ...
kevin/scotty ice cream
.. Just Scotty this time. It's one of my favorites. :)

8th-Jan-2017 10:01 pm - More old 'art'-work
kevin/scotty ice cream
Made these in 2008, when I still had patience. :)

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4th-Jan-2017 10:07 pm - Even more old 'art' work.
kevin/scotty ice cream

Aww, the death and dismemberment-clause..... :D

I'm completely, completely in love with you. I even love the things about you that I hate. Because you make me feel like I don't have to be anyone other than who I am.

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