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20th-Mar-2017 12:59 pm - ... to be a friend
"In order to have a friend, you must first BE one."

... I was reminded of these words of wisdom today. I keep those words in mind to remind me not to put energy in people and things who/that give nothing back. It's a waste of time that I could spend on better things...

Like on writing fanfic... 2 paragraphs finished so far. 165 words. Definitely NC-17. :P

March 27 approaching fast. House almost empty. Counting down. Waiting for Iris to come home, so I can talk to her and after that, go to my dad's place once again. :) 
19th-Mar-2017 10:44 pm - Me again
I usually don't get emotional over my own stories, because by the time I post them, I've written them, rewritten them, corrected them, read them a few times and added and deleted so much that I'm done getting feelings.

But tonight I stumbled on Memories and it made me cry. I find myself in the same sort of situation as Nora. Cleaning out room for room, drawer by drawer, seeing things again I hadn't seen in a long time.

I miss my dad so much more than I can say. I was cleaning out his shed where he kept all his tools. It was rather easy to throw things away. I was on a roll. I don't have much emotional attachments to tools anyway, so I thought it would be easy. Then I see his dust-coat... and I'm in tears and no longer feeling able to move on. So weird.

Oh, well, moving on.... I took a day off and tomorrow I'm going back to his house. It's only a few little things now. Maybe 1 day of work.... I hope.

ETA: Come to think of it, maybe I'll have a drink and a toast in each room of the house too, when I'm done. Just raise my glass to those two amazing people who raised me and who I miss daily and I never realized how important they were to me until it was too late to tell them.
9th-Mar-2017 10:57 pm - I'll be back....
I know I've been quiet for a long time. The death of my father on February 7 has hit me rather hard and I have a lot of things to do and take care of. And I'm on my own, no brothers or sisters to help me, though Iris (my daughter) is a tremendous help and my hubby helps where he can too.

I wish I had the time to write, but I don't. Hopefully after March 20, after I've handed in the keys to my dad's house, I can finally find peace of mind again, but I don't expect to get back to thinking/writing K/S until after April 1st.

Just wanted to let it know to the few that are still occassionally reading my stories, that I'm still here and still plan to write B&S and K/S. I haven't given up. :) 
20th-Jan-2017 08:31 pm - More old K/S 'artwork' :)
kevin/scotty valentine rose
.... Matthew Rhys & Luke Macfarlane. I miss Kevin/Scotty... :)


16th-Jan-2017 04:02 pm - Two more old K/S pics
kevin/scotty ice cream
Promo-pics for season 4 and of course no pics of the boys together, so I thought I'd 'fix' that:

But then I got the 'complaint' that Kevin was always on the forefront. So, I gave Scotty a good push so he'd be first. ;)

Ah, those good ol' days.
11th-Jan-2017 08:01 pm - So called 'art-work' ...
kevin/scotty ice cream
.. Just Scotty this time. It's one of my favorites. :)

8th-Jan-2017 10:01 pm - More old 'art'-work
kevin/scotty ice cream
Made these in 2008, when I still had patience. :)

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4th-Jan-2017 10:07 pm - Even more old 'art' work.
kevin/scotty ice cream

Aww, the death and dismemberment-clause..... :D

I'm completely, completely in love with you. I even love the things about you that I hate. Because you make me feel like I don't have to be anyone other than who I am.

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